How even to begin this one? This wasn't a race I had ever planned to do, and even though I am still so sore I'm lurching about like a novice, I feel great about it and am anxious to get my next race on the calendar.
This was my much anticipated first race back in the post-Covid world. Not that it's really post-Covid, but at least events are happening again. I did five Virtual Events in 2020 that I can remember off the top of my head. One was because it was the Boston Marathon, and the other four was to support racing organizations of which I am fond (Foot Traffic, GoBeyond Racing, and the Oakland Running Festival) through tough times, and also to keep myself somewhat motivated.
When the 2020 Boston Marathon was postponed from April to September (before eventually getting cancelled and downgraded to Virtual), I signed up for a different Daybreak Racing event - the Tillamook Burn, so I could at least capitalize on all that training. Then literally (honestly) 2 days after I paid my entry fee to that race, they cancelled it, saying "no refunds". I whined and protested, and they were kind enough to give me a credit to be used in 2021.
So early this year (or maybe late last year? Who really can even with time anymore?) I thought about taking a chance on a big city marathon in the summer, but then ended up choosing to do the Backcountry Rise instead. I figured a smaller, longer, trail run would have more of a chance of happening in person, so I threw my chips in for this race.
The training was really hard for this. Being a woman of "a certain age", there are some aspects of trail running that have been much harder for me this year. One is that I am experiencing the hormonal changes of midlife, and having a harder time than I used to keeping my weight down. Throughout my training, I have held on to an extra few pounds that may or may not be visible to strangers, but I definitely feel it when dragging my corpus around the forest. Secondly, my eyes are not as good at anticipating the million things I can trip on out there. The combined effect of these factors seems to have been more of an 11 minute mile than a 9 in the woods. It's fine, and it's just my ego that protests, but protest it does.
I went into this race with as little expectation as possible - the Backcountry Rise bills itself as a particularly challenging race, not only in terms of terrain (8,000 feet of climb, and it's at a bit of altitude to boot. Plus because it is so remote, there are only aid stations at mile 5, 15, and 25, so a solid fueling strategy is necessary. They do make you prove that you have successfully completed a 50k before they even let you register for this one. I've done 5 other 50k runs/races before, and have finished between 5:20-5:50, so I thought maybe 7 hours would be a reasonable guess, but maybe up to 8 hours. I had no idea.
Anyway, all that said, I was down to have a good time running with other people for the first time in 17 months and see what I could do.
I woke up at 3:00 am the morning before to drive up there. There was a car camping option, but I'm not a great sleeper in my bed, and sleeping in my car didn't seem like a good idea. The ride out was gorgeous, and I'd never seen Mount Saint Helens except from I-5, so I enjoyed the 2 hour drive quite a bit, and arrived at 6:15 am, plenty of time to pick up my bib and use the facilities. Interesting side note: this was the first time in my life I've seen a line for the men's room and no waiting at the ladies' room. I had time to snap a couple pics of the topographical wire map they had of the region, and some beautiful fog obscuring the mountain and skimming Clearwater Lake:
It was really warm at the start. I noticed on my drive in that it was already in the low 60s when the sun was rising, so I worried a bit about all the clothes the racer in front of me had on. In fact, she bopped off to the side in mile 3 to take off that jacket and tie it around her waist. I was pleased to see her finish about an hour behind me, though, so being warm didn't stop her.
By mile 4, I'd fallen in behind this guy, whom I affectionately thought of as Patton Oswalt until he lost me around mile 8. He fared better in these initial hills than I did and I was never able to catch up.
Just after the mile 5 aid station, we started up a long and grueling hill, peaking at mile 9. The trail was alternately obscured by brush, loose with rocks, or just painfully steep. I walked A LOT and got passed by so many people I was beginning to feel discouraged, but as one of my trail mates told me "there's no such thing as too slow going up to the mile 9 peak". I may have stressed that point, and pulled out a few 24-minute miles, but I kept in mind my mantra for this race:
I knew it was going to be a long day, and I know the pitfalls of being too pushy too early. So I tried not to let it bug me that I was going so slowly and getting passed like crazy. But it did a little bit.
At mile 9 exactly, according to my Garmin, we crested that first big peak and ran right into a big patch of snow. It felt hilarious, even though I knew it was coming, to be sweating in the heat of the day (it was probably in the 70s by now) and trying to run across slippery snow. I couldn't get a picture because I was trying to stay upright and mobile, but it was great fun. Mile 10 felt like a series of twists and turns atop a beautiful ridge looking down at some of the most amazing views I've ever seen. I was so happy to be able to run, and was exclaiming aloud at each new vista. Amazing! Mile 10 (Mount Adams straight ahead):
As down as I was in the moment, I gasped when I came around the bend and got my first look at the blast side of Mount Saint Helens, right at mile 13:
Miles 22 and 23 were great for me - easy trail and I passed scads of people who had blown past me earlier. I was feeling myself here, like I could go on forever:
I took off from there pretty confidently, thinking I had about an hour and 15 minutes left (spoiler: I was wrong). Miles 25/26, mostly downhill and pretty easy to navigate:
Results: I won some Goodr Sunglasses, came in 2nd in my age group out of 6, and although I was completely wiped out, I felt successful for finishing. And got an epic "mud tan" - look at those ankles.






































